I guess it's been a while since I've updated. So much has happened. Homecoming is tomorrow. I have the dress, I have the shoes, but I don't want to go and will not. I'm home sick today so I can't anyway. I've just been watching a lot of horror movies. I want to get this weekend and the next week over with. On Tuesday, it will be one year since my PopPop died from lung cancer, one year from when the family I had left fell apart and no longer exists. I wish to go to England next summer on the exchange and I do so want to travel! Anyway, I just watched the Vampire Diaries and it was amazing! I love that show and I love Joseph Morgan!!! He is now one of my favorites! He adds something to the show, can't quite name it. I think it would be awesome to go and be an extra in some kind of movie or show, since I love them so much and have been a big fan of them since I was little. Maybe I will someday, when my friend Jimmy finishes his last two years in college and heads out to Hollywood to pursue his dream. I only hope I can do something and travel a lot and help out people. I would love to go to Africa and help the women and children out in some way. I hate being stuck here and feeling like I can't do much. I want to go and do something awesome and memorable. I want to help people, have since I was a little girl. Maybe one day, I will be able to. Okay, sorry that was a long rant. But no one reads this anyway, so I guess its just nice to get it off my chest. Movies I recommend: "the Planet of the Apes," "Unknown," "No Strings Attached," "Scream 4." Books: "The Help" by Kathryn Stockett, "the Count of Monte Cristo" by Alexander Dumas (I really love classics), "Jane Eyre," and that's all I can think of right now. I will update this more frequently.